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I forgot to add, my dreams has been weird lately.

2012-02-17T22:58:00.003+08:00

Dreamt that there were mini dinosaurs, i missed V day because i was preoccupied with history & many others. :

2012 Unceasing fruitfulness.

2012-02-17T21:42:00.002+08:00

2012

so much to rant about, so much happenings yet tiring.

Belated New year, CNY, Valentines Day to all.

So much emotions running through me. I really miss those times where i was young and simply innocent. Now everything that hits me, comes with so much thoughts.

I miss everyone, everybody. Yet, times can't be rewind. Some treasure you, and some don't.

People move on with the society, sometimes leaving you aside and you just have to move on.

Currently in Year 2, Sem 2. Work load is piling up like a mountain, but that is the life of a student isn't it?

We are growing up, soon we will graduate and face the working world. I wonder, wonder how different it will be.

Each second, everyone is aging. I love you grandmas & parents.

When you're old, who will care for you?

I love my friends too, those who laugh, cry, stone, eat, do silly things with me.

I love the teachers who taught me and made me who am I today.

& i love Jacob, thank you for not giving up on me :)

Jesus, watch over all of them every second! :)

Maybe i was wronged, wrong to think you rlly cared. wronged to think this whole thing will rlly last. Tell me is this where we bid farewell?

2011-12-11T00:38:00.000+08:00

Nov.

2011-11-17T20:59:00.002+08:00

November is soon coming to an end believe it or not.

In other words, exams~
So much has happened. I can't seem to put them down in words but I'm thankful that each one happened as there must be a reason that is why Jesus pathed my way! :)

It is grandma's birthday today, Blessed 87th birthday Mama!

It is scary in a way, although my birthday has not passed for the year but the thought of how all my friends and I from the same batch will be turning 20 next year? wow. I used to be like 12? 13? It is nice to see my friends growing into lovely girls though :)
Hopefully 30 over years time we will all be as close as we are now! :D

Holidays, must catch up with a number of people (this is a reminder to myself)
Joyce, Dora, Esther, Jia En, Jaslyn :}

Shall conclude here and get on with studying.
Tata all, have a Blessed month ahead!

20/10/2011

2011-10-20T00:20:00.008+08:00

Wow, i dont know where to begin.

First i have to really say I'm blessed to have my dearest Jacob beside me to pamper and pull me up when i fall. Thank you for really being there at my shittest moments, sometimes i know it is not your fault and partly mine as well but at times i'll blame you all the way. Sorry sweetie♥ Sometimes i really dont know how to express my gratefulness to you, but really thank you for everything, sincerely, everything!
Thank you for spoiling me ^^ & not giving up on us(pls don't at all)! I love you! :)
& you're forever so cute (seriously & honestly and its a good thing! :) )
Happy 1st Anniversary deary♥

on the other hand, happy bday to you. the one who made who am I today and yet chose to distant away from me so much that slowly we're like strangers. Wished we're still on normal talking terms but I've tried my best nevertheless have a good day ahead.
memories of the everyone.

If you prioritize yr friends first, i rather be your friend instead cause its better that way.

2011-10-08T21:40:00.001+08:00

its all about Jesus!

2011-09-19T22:18:00.003+08:00

Sept has been a pretty bad month for me & the ones around me.

Bel's dad passed on, Jas's dear sherrick is now at SPCA while shes in Melb, Mel left for UK & gladys is missing her, J's granddad passed on with the Lord and is now in Msia.

No matter how the stupid devil tries to injure us, Jesus is above all things.
& I know that He is with His beloved children :)

…He Himself has said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.”

Hebrews 13:5

Thank you Jesus, i place my faith in you.

♥

2011-09-17T11:14:00.005+08:00

Love every single one of them ^^
Thank God i've met such awesome people really.
Brightens up my everyday!
Jesus please watch over every single one of them as they're so precious to You and me. Amen!

2011-09-12T23:42:00.001+08:00

Jesus take the wheel.

Lost, but i know Lord, you will be with their family at their weakest point in life.
Treasure the people around you, for you will not know when your time runs out.
Take Care & God Bless everyone.

2011-09-11T22:07:00.003+08:00

School has started, Term 1 Year 2.

So much has happened.
Was so lost, didn't know my next step.
Thank God i didnt wait outside church today trying to look out for you. Its a good sign and a good progress.
Thank you for impacting my life for the 3 years i think? I pray that the awkwardness would go away however if you still want to remain this way, I'll respect yr decision. God Bless you in everything you do :)

I thank God for my really close friends who're there for me as well :)

Thank you Daddy God for making a covenant with Jesus that we may be blessed by His perfection and not by our works.

2011-08-15T23:16:00.002+08:00

Damn tired.
Sick of school, sick of everything.
its like no one really understand me.

giving up explaining, giving up on everything. im not the same girl whom i used to be.
used to be a mugger but not anymore. i just give up on finding cause i couldnt find anything. im gnna be so irritated with myself for not being able to find anything though, disorder or something. but thats me. so irritated with myself.
f off. :(

upset max. just wanna sleep all day long :(

too much thoughts to pen them down.

2011-08-08T21:55:00.000+08:00

2011-08-08T21:18:00.001+08:00

i miss my baby boy <3

Another year.

2011-07-31T00:17:00.002+08:00

Schools in a days time, my previous whole blog post on this somehow disappeared but nvm.

Really very upsetting but fish. get over it charlene.

Thoughts.

2011-07-19T00:10:00.002+08:00

I just wished, the two genders can do a mind swap for a day so that they will be able to understand the minds of the other gender.

Struggling, really hate myself at times.
But, i cannot drag others down. pua bak :(

& yet they said ignorance is bliss.

Two is better than one

2011-04-23T21:24:00.002+08:00

Awaits the new day.

2010-11-17T20:45:00.003+08:00

Night has finally mark its territory;

Really, thank God that the day is over. I can't wait to sleep.
Got woken up so early, helped in the kitchen but many times was yelled at for no reason. Being myself, kept it in. Played piano and was too tired that i just fell asleep on my bed for about only 10mins before instructed to help out with the food again.

That wasn't it, its like free labour or some sort. I helped, but till a point where you do not ask me to do everything till i've not eaten when everyone freaking has. I told myself, i'll eat later. Yeh, next thing i had to play the birthday song on the piano- thats okay until your made me cut the cake as well. i mean, hello? When i could finally sit down, wanting to take the food, you ask me to play piano obviously i couldnt take it because im freaking hungry. i answered back in an aggitated tone saying im hungry, and did you have to really shout back at me?

the whole process after as well..?
Thank God your didnt stop me from going out, cause i would have exploded.

Please tell me, tmr will be better. More so for this saturday. Y

As much as i love this family and household, many times, i felt i don't belong here. Heaven would be perfect.

every night, i would think;
think if what if i let my parents down,
think if you really love me and miss me,
think if i'll be a let down,
think if i'll hurt you unintentionally,
think if i'm an embarrassment/a burden to you,
think how life would be so much better in heaven.
thats how freaking insecure i can be, and really, im hating myself for that.

nom nom.

2010-11-12T23:07:00.004+08:00

Holidays;

like finally :)

But somehow don't feel that happy yet. maybe its because of gamelan. ah whatever.
Kinda upset now :(
1. stupid acne patch decided to grow legs and run away when i need it.
2. sis decides to bring back the nail polish when i can finally pamper and spend time on my nails!
3. mum wants me to do grade 8 and means i can't work and earn. i seriously need to earn to be able to.... urgh.
4. wanted to blast music to just be in a chill out/relax mode but realised baby isaac is a few doors away.
5. My face needs to be smooth :( & stupid acne patch ran away.
6. :/ you know, i hate feeling insecure and that kinda did make me a little.

anyway, put aside all these for now.
happy that babyboy is being well fed. PTL :D
& manage to see my babygirls tonight. been a long while lionqueen! you're finally freed from Os! exams over :) i get to relax :)

holidays- meet up with lots of people whom i've not seen in really quite a long long time!
Of course the makan gang, nat bamboo wong, jiaen&hweemin, harpists, jas lee etc.

DECEMBER YAY!
17 dec :D
December, so many peoples bday! mum's bday, aunts bday, etc but.... CHRISTmas! :D
& i dont know if i should do a combine birthday chalet (was it?) with 2 of my classmates
:(

yes. no. yes. no. yes. no.
wtv, im tired & theres more than a million stuff that i feel like buying.

AMEN!

2010-11-09T22:04:00.000+08:00

PRAISE THE LORD!

its been ages since i've felt like this, no burden what so ever.
amazingly. :)
thank you Jesus!

Really surrendered and cried out to Abba and really, He took the weight which was pressing against me. YAY! Indescribable by Chris Tom is a good song to hear! :D

okay, i should be studying for um.. music tech. but WOOHOO. just feel light now.
THANK YOU JESUS!

oh yah, you're are so cute! :D
too cute for words! love you very beary much.

speechless;

2010-10-31T14:47:00.000+08:00

if something you must know;

I'm one insecure girl whom thoughts never fail to run through her simple mind.

I'd wished i never had feelings or thoughts, once again i think i should take back what i just said. But it is just that because of these, i become so insecure so easily and get upset unnecessarily.

I usually don't say things out aloud and keep it within, it kills. But if you ask me to say what i'm thinking, i won't know how to phrase them exactly as well!

Somehow i think i'm not good enough for you? I'm sorry, i just feel really.... i don't know how to say.

another week of late nights for you.

& i need to concentrate on studying, but you think i can?

Daddy God, why? :(

sighs, you're always on my mind.

imy:(

blanked.

2010-10-27T20:24:00.000+08:00

:'{ ;

not sure why, but recently i'm in a dull mood.
therefore feeling very insecure and sensitve.
which is not good. also, mind goes blank at times.. when i cross the road. :( not good, not the first time, second actually.
i wanna cry, school is really driving me up the wall.
although, i may put up a front, showing the smiley and all calm side of myself, inside im struggling & i need to let it out.

i'm tired. tired of life. & thats why im scared my emotions or whatever may become your burden.

but i love you
:( how?

God Bless Me.
idk what/how already.
I wanna watch the world go by with you, just sit by sceneries, water side or whatever.
sighs.

affairs of the mind or heart?

2010-10-24T21:54:00.000+08:00

suddenly;

i feel like crying.
not sure why, and don't ask me why.
gnna escape to the bathroom now than grab moomoo<3 with me to study after.

bad timing :{

when i'm weak, in You i'm strong

2010-10-19T17:56:00.000+08:00

i'd wished to spend my lifetime with you in the presence of Abba hence being one in Christ;

Dear Daddy God, please give me the patience although its wearing out.
Finally, history project submission & theory presentation tmr.
PS at 9am today till 9.50! it was a super long one, but good one though. Managed to go through almost everything?
God never fails! i must have faith and believe without seeing.
although having a heavy heart doesn't help :(
I'm always so wishful, i may not show it but really i always wait for a text from you & want to see you. This is really not a good thing, because i'm scared that i'll be hurt instead. But i will not get hurt in Jesus name, Amen.

though i kept thinking about you & was really hoping to see you aft CC.

By Faith- not seeing and yet believing!

2010-10-17T15:21:00.000+08:00

Faith;

Daddy God, you reminded me for 2 weeks by faith. last week was when you spoke via pastor prince abt depression. this week via pastor rony (&possibly tmr's service as well!). I guess, its something for me to really ponder about!

Anyway, hi hectic week. woohoo (not?)
Monday- PS!!! (omg monday only ps, theory grp meeting, history and commuters?)
Tuesday- Theory presentation & remedial :( (but yay for chinese perc)
Wednesday- Perf class ( but its my favourite date of the month! 20th)
Thursday- keeeyyboarddd studieess
Friday- slack day :D

back to history & theory now AND theory with Gladys was VERY PRODUCTIVE. (i like compared to history)

& being at lighthouse service reminded me of my grandma & her salvation. its a testimony of Gods glory really!

happygirl feels comfort and just restful somehow.

:}

2010-10-17T07:03:00.000+08:00

Thank you Abba for sending two blessings recently in my life;

Dearest history & theory, please be nice to me! Can't wait for the whole "project" to be over. Hopefully more time to sleep after! :)
Somehow, after browsing at books, window shopping at Daiso (love the new shop @ PS!), & dinner tonight, I felt totally rested. Thank you Daddy God!
Then, I overslept :
Gnna continue history now, & looking forward to 20.10.2010, nice number and i love 20th each month- cause its a self declared happy day.
All for love- Hillsong.
x

i smile to myself at the sight of your message. :}

lost myself in the midst of molecules

2010-10-14T20:46:00.000+08:00

trusting Abba God;

First it was 11am, than 1am, than 3am, now 5.30am.
I'm lost for words.
Honestly, i'm really tired but the work load doesn't end there. :(
Finishing SAS soon but theory not completed yet and i know that if i don't get mr completed by tonight, i wil not complete it tmr- the time i'll reach home & how lertagic I'll be with history and theory project to be completed!

omg :< Don't get me started on the history project, seriously i can cry.
Can't wait for it to be finally over.
& I'm not looking forward to the lunchtime performance.
Oh no:'( Whats more, opps duet piece, you'll be my betest friend later. I'll need to practise you till i really know you inside out!

Well done charlene, & its only year 1 not even the end of sem 1.
Pardon me for my emo-ness, body system has been really off.

I need plenty of rest, care, love, a tight cuddly bear hug and assurance. hais.

Can i have access to your mind?

2010-09-28T22:27:00.000+08:00

I'd wish;

I could read peoples' mind.
So that my high hopes won't become dust & being able to react better.
Y(slashed?)

no words can describe

2010-09-27T04:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday was awesome; met with the girls Y
thinking i was late, to find the the rest were even later.
was bloated by prata + satay + teh terek + one spoon of pineapple rice.
early celebration for sherry's bday, although all of us scared to light the lighter.
scared ourselves, okay mainly justina scaring herself @ jalan kayu lrt.
& photoes on the train!
<3

sunday supposed to be a rest day, 7th day, happy day @ church.
but thanks to PS on monday, mental torture every sunday-monday :(
if its gonna be for 3 years, God help me!

& hope i see eye-candy on monday.
You're seriously a nice guy whom love Daddy God. I hope it won't be a one-sided thing! Hearts.

love is blind.

2010-09-26T05:31:00.000+08:00

oh-oh
i fell in love with you unknowingly.

More work piling up where school is concern, God Bless me, really.
Not sure how i'm gonna pull through without His help.
There is something that will make me look forward to school now! :)

seems like im blogging twice a month?
i hope it won't be one-sided and i'll be your precious gem.
amen.

Lord, you there?

2010-09-13T01:05:00.000+08:00

Dear Lord,
if my life span if its gonna be short thank you Lord but, if it isn't please let me endure through it!
I am so scared that my bad habit when im stressed/emo, will be back.
It really relieves my emotions but i know its bad & i need my arm & wrist for piano.
Theres nothing right. Nothing.
I've tried, studied and yet such results.
I've tried salvaging friendships but it gets worse?
I've tried to visit & really wanting to help. But all i get is awkwardness.
I've tried everything i could, everything but its never enough.
& i hate to say i'm really tired of everything.
You promised, but i really can't see. I don't know how to endure each day, how to face reality, schoolmates.
I'd wished im a mosquito that get killed quickly so that i'll be with you Daddy.

Honestly, i gave it a short for 5 hours on the piano, but really, no results.
i slammed my hand, kicked, to injure myself more.
I wouldnt mind if these pain ends immediately by teleporting me beside you Lord.
Bless My Soul Lord!
Amen.

please make the awkwardness go, amen.

2010-08-11T00:15:00.000+08:00

Already i'm drained, what more how thoughts work\

I have been feeling the shits so badly. Schools a killer i swear, the amount of work load is like the teachers competing who can give the most work & Dr K wins. National day also can upload an assignment, champion already.

I'm so tired of short term or one-sided friendships. I'm saddened. Many, not only one used to be so so close seriously, but now when we meet. its like total strangers, some even backstabber? ouch. really ouch, but i still care and thats the sad thing :( because i do miss the times, and i can't not care. I'm tired of trying to find time to meet some yet, always can't make it. since like last year or 2 years ago? & yet in sec3, we were so close.

I wished i could talk to (two) certain you(s) properly w/o the weird/scared/etc feelings. I wished that (a certain) you are proud of me. I wished, you would reply me properly and not take forever. I wished, we could be close friends. Sighs. I really miss you, and i know (a certain) you will help me along with my daily life.

I really miss you, not love/like. but just miss.

I'm getting annoyed with a certain someone, but knowing myself i tend to keep it in which is bad. :(

But never the less, i must really treasure friends who make things works. (Y)
not one-sided or short term.

thanks natalie for today & since secondary school when im irritated or what so ever. (since pri 5 right?) thanks joyce, i will never forget how in sec2 you were such a good listening ear & advisor-although you made me walked the whole (wrong section of the) estate. adora, patient to your friends & you always never fail to make me laugh(BUT YOU BETTER STOP BEING AN OWL), jo since sec1, all the crazy things including bballs and listening to my nonsense! bells, although i only know you proper in like sec3? you are one funny one! :) Crystal, one that i can always rely and rant on also!

anyways, torch bearer relay, 200m almost died.
i should sleep before i zombie out tmr.

;(

2010-08-06T06:21:00.000+08:00

great i was suppose to take a nap but..
i slept right through :( it was suppose to be 1.30 - 2.30 sleep, 2.30 wake up till 4. 4- 7 sleep. but i guess... 1.30 to sleep 6 haiyou hahah shit.

okay back to work charlene.
good thing im up early!

ihml.

2010-07-22T21:49:00.000+08:00

cant wait to meet people whom i can bitch to.

I really really cant wait for saturday to meet the lovelies! nat wong, dora didi, joyce lersy, jo yap & bells! have so much to pour out.
:)

i would like to go for the pl's homecoming but... the dinner is more important + tired? i don't know. see how again. hmm. its been decades since i stepped in there.

school is um...
great, not. its different from secondary school & high school. includes the teachers perspective. hm.

i miss pl mates! & the robinsons people who i can bitch to as well! and cheer me up so much.

i wished, school never started.
well, cause i am not used to breathing music every second. wake up, music. before i sleep, music. shit :(
and its like fashion parade everyday & its hard to be myself.
To me, its tough. I mean, im not used to a life that i have to be squashed by fellow humans early in the morning & walk miles to reach to school. than back home, same process.

Im gonna be fat but with muscles due to the amount of breaks in btw, the amount im gonna eat yet how much i have to walk everyday. *kill me.

wanna cry, (silently).

i need my heart to stop beating.

2010-07-14T22:42:00.000+08:00

one says its never too late, yet i would like to differ when it comes to the heart.
just like a cracked mirror, although glued, crack marks still can be seen.

hi. small girl has become not too happy recently.
shes been thinking lots again.
Although im really happy to meet awesome people from my ex work place Robinsons! Honestly, they made my work experience a hell lot of fun! :)
Been like.. 6 months since i last joined them? I'm not so sure if i'll work there again?
Matters of the heart.

Life is sheetzx. Especially when you rewind them back in your memories.
Your head gets so pain.
I've found my primary school bus card(ez-link) & my cute mushroom chubby picture on it. I'd wished i remained that age foreverrrr.

well, i hate thinking about the past but i can't control my freaking brain. So, everytime i do i'll think so much about everything. about the whole primary school, naughtiest in class, & pri school choir(L). than it came down to secondary school where uncountable memories were planted.
the crazy times i had with the class, with friends! CCA- PL Cherubs, Harp & Music O level classes were zee bombz too.
Lots of "sane" people ^^v.

Stmarys, precious experience with precious people whom blessed me a lot although im of a different culture, race, hair colour, speaks lots of singlish at first?
;)

Robinsons, met people whom are precious gems to me as well! no words to describe the whole experience! too many people who made me

Now.. NAFA. mmm. & it puts me off when people nags at me to do things. makes me hate it even more, 9 years? hallejujah. great job charlene.
wasting your bleedy time. (if only i had all the $ in the world, i would finish my degree sooner)
fcuktardz.

i need to stop my angst. gdnight.

life moves on.

2010-05-23T14:01:00.000+08:00

i miss yapperY and brutus!

But, i miss the real substance more. imy momo, angel, prince.
i've yet realised what i need/want to get.
1. if ever so possible, the first would be forfiting my (insert whatever you think here). (sighs.)
2. for you to cheer me on & nag me around :P
3. YAPPER (Y); makes me happy looking at him!
4. wallet, (preferably coach or charles & keith)
5. labtop
6. camera
oh and i forgot, 7. money to get number 3-6.

i've been overworked pretty much & i dislike my shifts the coming week. i feel that they shouldnt have the rights to just change them like that. Yet, i can't do anything about it.
fagggg. & i was asked to be a permanent staff. sorry, if you give me a post same as yours than i'll consider.

On the other hand, the brighter side.
Dinner with PL folks tonight ^^v & cant wait for karate kid & eclipse to be out!
:)

2010-05-20T17:05:00.000+08:00

Is mine real?

no.

learning along the way.

2010-05-11T22:15:00.000+08:00

when one is upset, the appearance is happiness.

i still think, last dec is the best month so far :)

was looking through many things while clearing up & looked at many old pictures. honestly, the bff. how many of them lasted throughout? hardly.
hence, now going through, i do miss PL heaps. But i wonder hows everyone with their "new" lives.
than it hit me, down the lane who will i still be in contact with or rather.. who do i still complain all my rants at.

PL, Choir, Harp, Hannon Bimbs, Music Os, Archer, SMAGS, now Robinsons? NAFA next?

hidden.

2010-05-06T17:39:00.000+08:00

my tender weak heart;

theres so many things i don't know how to tell you.
i like seeing you smile and laugh and being part of your happiness and yet, i was so torned apart when i saw the opposite happening. seeing you upset, bitter all because of me. ouch. that did hurt me more than anything.
and im not sure if thats the cause of us not going out just to chill. you stop telling me many things like before.
i find it harder and harder talking to you, its not natural and sometimes really awkward.
i really miss how things were. I wished you knew these things. Sometimes, i wish to hug you but am really scared how you would react to it.

And i care, because you were one of the few who cared in the very first place when i entered and i know you continued to care till that day. And please understand, i care because you mean so much to me. So does the minority of the few others.

I hide, i try to tire myself out to hide my emotions but its really killing me.

Dear charlene, please bare two more months before school starts? Till than, i will know who will remain in contact with me. Till than, Charlene, please don't be so upset. And when it happens, don't be dismayed to find out who still cares.

This has been in my heart for a long long long time. I need to let it out.
so there it is. Two months later, i hope you'll see this.
And if/when you do, please promise me to take care of yourself if we remain distant, cause i'll miss you and wonder hows everyone doing.

i don't know how you'll react to this, but don't hate me :(
because i love you and the few others to want to know that i'll be forgotten.

will my heart be brokened till i've lost all my emotions?

2010-04-17T23:05:00.000+08:00

i've broken it once, twice, now its getting broken too many times!

i guess i will never be appreciated for the things i've done.
To a certain extend, i hate placing my heart and giving it my all because i get hurt even more. i thought of the times where i placed my all and to only be crushed.

i really wished i could say this all out to you guys, but i dont know how. now that i have to limit my words on facebook, its a pain.
i know its political, but its hard hearing different things from different people. Who do i listen to?
It is hard to be happy when there is so much on my mind.

Is it the trust or what? I mean, i have been to all three departments already, i dont understand why the bridge now.
Seriously, sometimes i wonder, why do i put in the effort for? What do i gain out of it?
Or is it because PL has taught us to always give it our best shot?

Hurts so much, & no one understands this pain.
Be happy Char, show that im happy. Hide it, be chirpy :)
smileeeeeeeee. i wished it was that easy.

fml.

um.

2010-03-23T16:46:00.000+08:00

dont treat me that nice infront of me if you dont reply when im not physically there.

yesterday was pretty amazing :)
except for the audition.
Headed down to RC where suprisingly i met mrs campbell :O
i was shocked and amazed to see her!
than seeing all the staffs being all so attentive was such an eye-opener for me.
lunch with karen & emerald was great, but dinner with shu hui & jin jin & nat was too awesome. so ultimately, i had meals with 6 different people throughout the day. how awesome was that lol!
& the fact that i just knw jinjin(:
Oh and yes, i was on TV! :D the whole scene was hilarious but well, thanks to robinsons yay! it was really really funny, but cant elaborate here.
yes awesome monday.

tuesday is a bore :( i totally forgot about the free cone day @ ben & jerrys how sad can that be!

wednesday faster piano exam :)

Connie, get off the net HAHA! instead of finding one. go do something more productive! lol & let the year9s&10s find it.
man, it was your bday, it is emas, it will be jas two months down and mine ages away. hmph!

things to chase those nasty thoughts away.

2010-03-20T22:35:00.000+08:00

its your mind that makes you do the actions that break my heart.

Monday yes monday, can't wait! (:
Girl gone wild on monday :)
Breakfast with Leonard that is if i can wake up :/ than audition at NAFA!
than lunch with lovely collegues Karen & Shu Hui! Yay! :)
Than contract signing, accompany emerald there after, walk around for an hour or so & accompany Shu Hui again.
There after, i shall meet julie for dinner :)

what an exciting day to chase my thoughts away.
than comes tuesday where piano, be my lover. and by the end of wednesday i will ditch my lover(piano) for a while :) hahah!

Thursday, PL's triathon. well, i still say its just sports day & than out with bunch of girls :)
yay! & what do i have on friday? prob outing with the girlies again! hurray! :) last friday of marchkins.

*connie specially for you, stop reading my blog although i know its entertaining cause the bh is pretty boring. btw, the proxy site still works? yes, no?

Great, you know whats fml?

2010-03-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

nice game you play, but its killing my heart pretty quick.

fml;
moodshits. i want to go swimming/tanning everyday. i realise i don't think much when im in the waters except for the fact- am i getting darker? (Y)
Yes, i need things to distract my ever active mind in thinking thoughts that isn't too good.

& thanks for taking ages and it gets longer after each message to reply me.
wow, impressive. to the extend of not replying. WOW. i didnt type the message to exercise my fingers. i would rather type all this on the com keyboard or play the piano keyboard.
really, i dont know what to do with my life, yes.
FML.

i need perfect calmness.

2010-03-17T09:35:00.000+08:00

tender my fragile heart.
i need lots of comforting words, hugs & love now.

thoughts, please stop ruining my life before you end it.
at least, let me get through my piano exam before you do so.
thks.

Eff-ed Em Ell.

2010-03-17T08:57:00.000+08:00

TEACHER: Millie, give me a sentence starting with 'I.'
MILLIE: I is..
TEACHER: No, Millie..... Always say, 'I am.'
MILLIE: All right..... 'I am the ninth letter of the alphabet.'

EPIC FAIL.
(click close if vulgarities is a sore to you. im sorry. just not my day.)
and thats what i'm scared of. fml really. yes FML. im eff-ed.

i used to think music was great, teaching was inspiring. but now, im fucking scared. passion has died off. shit. no passion = no patience = how to teach bloody hell.

im feeling the worst of the worst, probably been 2 years since i've felt this e-ffing bad.
Its probably because i have not been pre-occupying myself for about 2 months?

I really want to start studying again, or working to keep me occupied. Well, i had my freaking hopes high on working again at my beloved department in Robs but obviously not now. Cause HR decides to employ a permanent staff from JL. great. i just hope designers have vacancies or i'll really be so eff-ed.

studying, which school, which country, can heaven be a choice for me?
can i do business instead of music teaching? or can i indulge in the comfort of Heaven? Its really tempting. You don't know how powerful my thoughts work :( its scary.

& i miss you so much.
is it 13 or 14 march love? why didn't you inform me first?

You're such a cutie pie you know that?
iloveyouforever&everY

stop messing me up.

2010-03-12T22:18:00.000+08:00

one can comfort others and not your own.

Why is this so? why is it so hard?
Why do i feel so fcked after seeing people being upset.
i really should be studying in some school or at least working in some company. but im not. shit, thats how my mind brain heart is going so wild.

great. im so messed up. & each day more thoughts gets in.
FML.

and yet, i miss you. a smile, or a happy text would do.

2010-03-05T03:15:00.001+08:00

i dont know why.
im having the weirdest emotions now, the worst mood swings.
fck it.
im thinking thinking so much that it hurts. :(
so badly.
fck fck fck. hais.
why cant human just have happy emotions? why?!

first & many more please.

2010-03-01T11:29:00.000+08:00

miss you.

i wanna buy 4D now.
you're so cute ^^
& im bored. so im self entertaining naozx.
faster, work come to ma ma so that i won't be that bored everyday.
puhlease :)

2310Y

i love R

2010-02-13T22:25:00.000+08:00

Last days @ work. I miss plenty of them esp the threesome. Ash, Pris & I.

Gd days, happy moments. memories.

Queen, grant my dream!

2010-01-31T22:19:00.000+08:00

Queen J says:
lololol
Queen J says:
marry you la
Queen J says:
put (cencored) at yr house
Queen J says:
everyday look at (cencored) can alr
Queen J says:
life is perfect
Queen J says:
lol
Char -)) says:
(Y) i wish. HAHAHAH.

if i lived in a dream land. it would be my dream come true. Me & eyecandy run away. aiyah, J you just made me wanna laugh. ya lah everyday look look look. give me picture i might not be happy also, give me real person okay(: Thanks Queen! (: Cheer up kiddo. xo

brow cow, now how.

2010-01-31T21:27:00.000+08:00

dont know how now, brow cow.

i promise, i have the funniest collegues ever.
But i wish i'm on the same shift as Pris & gan-ma. Life would be happier that way, but i have to take over Emeralds shift cause of expo.
Anyway, 10 more days or rather 8 more, two off days!

meowmeow, Latif already treated me to Macs. Funny she cum him. I'll miss all of them:'(
Lets start with my dear department.
Ganma, never fails to cheer me up. Karen also but hers is lots of lessons with it. Baby kind of scares me at times but overall shes very good and caring! Emerald funny tai tai! (:

Designer, PeiPei high ego yet very funny and cute. Wati, im gonna miss her teasing so much. Elise, and her funny talks^^. HAHA! Latif, gay-ish actions and french. Adeline, entertainment (: Pris, gonna miss talking to her so much ahah! Evelyn for scaring me and talking to me so much about schools. And Joanne for not knowing that she was the SM when she was wearing the temp shirts.

Im gonna miss them :'(
brow cow.
Gdbye, working morning shift tmr again.

im gonna miss you you you. prac everyone.

hearts.

2010-01-23T21:26:00.000+08:00

i dont know what to say.

Cute no.1 doesnt recognise me & lots of other things.
Cute no.2 is superrrr cute with children!
Cute no.3 is funny and makes my day everyday when i see her & her "11 children"(:

anyws, i love the people im working with. although i dont know why when one customer come, all come together.

:)

2010-01-19T20:40:00.000+08:00

if only i had a freedom.

I like walking around, putting back clothes. :)
Its better than standing around at the cashier not doing anything.
I don't know how to put it. But im gonna miss robinsons working environment.
<3

exhausted.

2010-01-18T09:59:00.000+08:00

-))

you cute thing! if only i was older and of a different gender,you are damn funny to the max. so cute. hope you find someone that suits you soon and be happy!

Anyway, work has been quite a bore. :( its either no customers, or all customers coming at the same time. Or kiasu customers! who attacks temp staffs like me :( :(
meowww. i miss all the other temp staffs though :(

but i had a fun time working with gan-ma suzanne! ^^ shes always so funny. cracks me up all the time. sighs :( not gonna be the same shift as her. no one to entertain me already. damn.
I realised i have a bunch of funny staffs.
Senior supervisor wants to talk to me in dialect cause i simply dont understand!
(senior sales associate) Suzanne talks to me in chinese cause she thinks my chinese very funny. (senior sales associate) karen plays with me ^^ and (sales manager) joanne stares at me and thinks im sick -.-
And (senior fashion advisor) Elise from designer keeps telling me shes either sleepy or hungry. funny kiddo. nice, funny yet scary sometimes.
i wish im at designers yet lingerie is a very lovely department already so i should be happy.
(:
k la, i need to overcome reality now :( sucks.
bye.

work utter sadness.

2010-01-15T20:50:00.000+08:00

i think we think alike except for the language difference.

I really wanted your hairstyle the other time when was cutting but hairdresser cut wrong. :(
the things you think are alike. Bullshit. Work, been really emo.

Was happy that am in the same shift as ganma but now they change my shift till upside now. Now im under the same shift as scariest person123. :( :( :(
No one to go home with already, no one to eat meals with.
no one, no one. no one. hate going home alone & eating meals alone. not forgetting that i go to work alone too. and when the perm staffs are busy, im alone at the counter too! :(
sad.
sad
sad.
people come visit me. im bored, dying.

i miss you, i was hoping that monday i would be off. heartbreak. is miss and love a different thing?
i missssssssssssssss you.
but i think your twin is nice.

work hello!

2010-01-14T21:53:00.000+08:00

Work tmr :)

hopefully it keeps my mind from wondering around a while.
its shocked to see unexpected people.

2010-01-13T12:26:00.000+08:00

Boredom kills.

Cant wait to go out tonight, cant wait to start work on friday, cant wait for cca on monday ;)
I have no idea whats with my mood swings. omg, i was damn high on air just now and now im in a foul mood. best.
i think everytime i talk to you is always like that, make me go emo make me go angry. f you lah.

Haiyah. i've lost the damn mood to blog. will continue another time.
bitch.
(dont anyhow assume its you unless guilty.)

dontknowlah.

2010-01-11T19:47:00.000+08:00

Doesn't know why this depression.

I never knew i would feel nervous for people taking results. I never knew i would be that happy whenever theres good news for the 5A-ers. I never knew how upset i was when i see some people crying. :(

ConfusedLostKid7777.

Aiyah. i miss pl. i miss the people. i didn't take the opportunity to talk to Ms Loh, Ms Intan, Ms Chia, Ms Deepa, so many more. Hai. I miss everyone. But whatever it is, im still really hurt at the sight of love ones being so upset.

Cheer up Adora, Jolyn, JoyceLer, Isabella, Livia, Justina, Crystal, LinDian, Jaaziel, and many more. Although i couldn't comfort everyone than, cheer up. Its not the end,i understand cause i went through it.
i miss the class. i miss our batch<3

emokid123. i miss sec1-3.

i feel lost. i dont know where im going next. i dont know whats happening. i wish... the worlds ending on the 10feb10. :(
Hai.

town.

2010-01-06T17:29:00.001+08:00

tell me about it.

the place i've visited most this year (2010). town. shocking but true.
1st & 2nd Jan- Work @ Raffles
3rd- Shop with sis @ Raffles & PS.
4th- Shop with sherry @ Raffles & PS
5th- Orchard & Raffles with Ema & Jas
6th- Orchard for ear rings.

What more can i add?
from a home serangoon girl transforming to town girl! Managed to find my way round town, impressed as i dont know town area really that well.

Robinson

2010-01-06T11:16:00.000+08:00

One way or another.

Work has somewhat ended, the 1st contract.
It was sad yet and funny day for Jayme, Sherilyn, Sarah, Stacey! We managed to co-ordinate same dinner timing! 5pm :D It was awesome. Had mos burger & we went to get chocs for them.

Somehow, it was funny.

This was the criteria: We need to get chocolates for about 30 people, yet under very tight budget.
However the staff thought the five of us wanted to get a huge chocolate & told us theres a really huge choc egg! really funny. Anyw, went back up & brought it to the office but before we decided to change to robinson plastic bag & to stick the robinson tape on it too! As i was just on a look out for Kelly and no one else, Adeline "caught us". Steal my plastic bag ah, all of us laughed so loud that Evelyn told us off in a way. But well, it was fun.

After work, Sharifah told us stories and not to forget a unforgettable customer that they encounter on our last day! The V clothing customer!

Man, i miss work. I miss the people whom i've worked with.

Anyway, yesterday met up with Ema & Jas. Although i did have a fun time, got a lil aggitated. Anywys, was on the same train back with Elise & she did not recognise me! :( She always doesn't anyway. Chat & makes me miss work even more. She was telling me about how sleepy she was. By yacking on the train, she didnt realised that it was her stop till she looked out & saw the station name there. and said wah, so fast.

well, i miss the trip back with Sarah, Sherilyn, Elise, & the other sales lady which i've never known her name.
xx

Blessed new year,

2009-12-31T22:10:00.000+08:00

Bye 2009.

Hi 2010.
2009 has been a real ride for me. Love, God, Family, Studies, Friends, Health, World.
Wtv, its ended. well, going to be. Bye.
work tmr. Why are we on different shifts?
well.
xx

its amazing;

2009-12-30T22:45:00.000+08:00

its amazing.

its amazing how i can forget that harp prac was on 28th dec.
its amazing how i changed eyecandy.
its amazing how i still am able to connect with some friends although ive lost in touch for a year.
its amazing and yet sad how my faith has been shaken.
its amazing that im liking work @ robinson.
its amazing that 2009 ends tmr.
its amazing that i dont know what im doing.
its amazing i didnt see Adeline today.
its amazing how its amazing.

Gdnight.

2009-12-28T20:04:00.000+08:00

auntyness.

no more work from now till next year! Quite sad, im starting to like the environment there heaps! I love the level 2 people, had a funny time yesterday after work. well not really after, had a great time whilst in "detention" haha. I really pray that Myra will extend the work timing!
Anyw, i hate it. i hate how i eyecandy to like to love someone. bull crap :(
2nd eyecandy is funny and teasable!
Eyecandy gives you a face that you just wanna laugh, the face that eyecandy is embarrassed.
awwww.

Jesus, i can only rely on you for the 30th. As afraid as i am, i know that You'll pull me through as only through You and Your Grace that it will be better than i expected Lord. Amen!

i luv work, yes, no, yes, idk.

2009-12-25T23:28:00.000+08:00

^^ please be there tmr!

yay work.
In a way, i have to enjoy it if not i will show that i don't.
anyw, hope joanne will be there to help me tmr! yayyyy.
hopefully and not evelyn cause she seems scary :(
anyw, off to prepare for work!
xx

people cool.

2009-12-24T23:30:00.000+08:00

likes her ~~job~~, the people in lvl 2 robinson.

Has met the funniest people she could possibly worked with. & didn't knew she was working side
by side with her manager & still can aiyou, har what don't scare me etc all the nonsence.

funnny. & yet ive seen the funny side to all the supervisors! :) very nice!

kk beauty sleep is calling to her after two days of full shift. her leg is calling for a massage. anyone? haha.
xx

work

2009-12-24T01:26:00.000+08:00

Work.

No wonder eyecandy no facebook or anything. obviously cause she finish work at like 1am+++ than come work so early! with her sweet voice!
:D
Haiyah. I still think she is nice but still... ;( i dont know.
work siao one leh. i wish customers will not be so retarded.
23rd dec's shift, i go home at 24th 12.30am -.- lucky have sherrys daddy to bring us home.
than 24th i start at 10am. wa lao. leave house 8.30 i no need sleep alr lah.
meowwww.

i see eyecandy = happy ^^
thats the thing that keeps me going!

keep out, girl hates to be in love.

2009-12-22T21:36:00.000+08:00

thinks that people who have nice sweet voice should keep out of my sight esp if you are a lady.

i think eye-candy is kinda meow with me.
driving her up the wall.
sucks.
and yet, i dont think eyecandy is that nice anymore.
aiyah. pouts. today work from 10-6. tmr from 11am-11.30pm.
gdnight.

20 dec 09

2009-12-20T21:44:00.000+08:00

Eye- Candy<3

Hi 20th dec 09. I have advanced by a year. I don't feel happy at all.
Thank you to (smses in order of timing):
Xin Yii, Livia, Jayme, Neo Yun, Bella, Joyce, Jaaziel, Sheralyn, Mrs Lum, Joanne Hee, Bao Ru, Jolyn Yap.

Although going to facebook did cheer me up a lil but still. Thanks a million of gazillion people! lots of aussie friends on fb, thanks ^^

Anyw, thanks to dear joyce who did cheer my day up a lil w her cute sweetie pie. Somehow they resemble a little bit like my sis & her bf.
Churched alone, was quite sadenning but saw Mrs Lum and chat with her quite a bit. Met with Joyce for lunch had a great lunch filled with free flow of icecream & drinks. Met with Sherry a bit and saw eye-candy however when i went back again to look eyecandy gone :(

Sister gone back to the hostel again, hardly seen her :(
Sad life, phone ran out of credit too. so sorry to those i couldnt reply as no credit :(
Anyw, i dont wanna blog anymore. Tata.

Tay <3

2009-12-19T17:19:00.000+08:00

4th day of work.

Only Jo Yap knows who i eye candy.
Ya lah i like mature inner beauty + a little pretty ok?
Anyw, today much better work.
I wish i worked at the other counter but I'll be nervous so i guess thank you that im still on level 2 :)
Level2 Robinson Cashier ;)

(:
seeing your face makes me happy.
please work everyday!

Is life always this way?

2009-12-18T22:44:00.000+08:00

Why?

3rd day of training cum work, been transfered to the designers department today but transfering me to the langerie department tmr. so altogether, 3 departments.
new things to absorb again.

well, i have to say its pretty amazing meeting new people though :)
Supervisors in this department are much friendlier but i guess the other department has its ups as well! well, and so i guess. hello new department, new faces.

hate feelings. hate how i get so drawn to people when they treat me really well & nice and considerably good looking. but its impossible to start wtv crap. impossible. another scenerio 1. back to the old past, sheesh. Person 1 today that i met has been really nice to me. Screw it :( but thanks for your help really! i'll be dead if you weren't there.

Anyw, i hope Siti did really well for Ns! I miss you Siti :( I had a hard time wrapping the clothes etc without your help! come back to work! hee hee :) so i can chat with you too ;)
xx

Smile.

2009-12-17T10:14:00.001+08:00

Hi Singapore.

Started training for work ytd. Wow, its a little more overwhelming than i expected. Poop.
Legs have not recovered yet. Thanks Bella for popping by ytd and Joyce you better see us today.
Changed blogskin. Sick of the old ones.

Anyw, shop @ Robinson 2nd lvl in Raffles City :) But please be patient with me as im still in training. Cashier.

I miss you Perth.
xo.

2009-11-06T11:59:00.000+08:00

You are just like Ms Loh.
Whilst Mr T is just like Mrs Lum.
Livia prob understand the difference im infering from.
One knows how to juggle situation but y'knw.

Anyway;
I love Mrs Chew Chin Leng the best :)
duckie lovelie knws how to calm me down!

& maths exam is this monday. I need help.
Daddy God, help me to find someone who can help me please?

Lj

2009-10-26T23:41:00.000+08:00

Seems like livejournal is grabbing me more than blogger.
Till than hi lj, bye blogger.
xxx

KA CHOO.

2009-10-20T19:53:00.000+08:00

http://plcherubschar.livejournal.com

PEECTURES.

2009-10-17T09:06:00.000+08:00

Happy belated birthday Helena :)
Sorry, was freaking busy ytd.
School, Accounting help, music dinner. study :(
XXXX

2009-10-15T10:46:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday Isabella Tan :)
Luv.

Schools been crazy. having 2 test today.
After school rushing out for costumes for next friday and from 6-10+ formal dinner with boarding house year 12s & year 11s.
RAWR.

Tmr OMG FRIDAY :D
Oh.. music dinner at night. Mm.
Have international dinner as well supposedly. Split me into 2.
Pfft.

2009-10-13T21:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIVIA TAN :)
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY PL (:
Yay..
haha i miss founders day service + dinner.
I love the sec2 one (although mummy kept chasing me to go home lol)
sec 3 is good with harpists except the activities is a little... ...
feel in the gaps by yourself.
4 more weeks (:

2009-09-20T07:12:00.000+08:00

Hurray.. NOT.
From 6.15-10 there was this huge party social going on in the courtyard which is next to my room. The music was effing soft, NOT.
10-2am in the morning it was the footy grandfinal going on hence music very loud and footy is next to my school so hurray. NOT.
At 6.30 Eeee, fire alarm came on. Great thanks, NOT.
omg, this place is trying to kill the year 12s seriously..
WE HAVE MOCKS/PRELIMS TMR.
and there is a formal chapel at 10am.
really.
WOW.
Just wanted to put it out there, so annoyed.

2009-09-18T13:11:00.001+08:00

1 + 1= 2 yay :)
Im ready for maths test!
lol

exams study dude.

2009-09-17T14:40:00.000+08:00

3 Down, 3 More (excluding real exam)

~~Music Prac~~
~~Music Lit~~
~~English~~
Maths (tmr)
Science (monday)
Accounting(Wed)

Whoo hoo!
Than.. Real exams. Pfft.
Exams are so draining...

XD

3 Hours of Music, 3 Hours of English and i actually concentrate the whole full time. Its really really draining though.
Praise Abba though (:
XOXO

Cant wait for holidays.. need to rest and do more catch up on studies pfft!
Back to study or.. people is gonna kill me.
Maths teacher in particular haha.

2009-09-16T21:18:00.001+08:00

It seems like the more i prac the worse i become.
Its unfair, and annoying.
Fcuk :(

2009-09-11T12:38:00.000+08:00

Ive never felt so fcked up besides the time of harp thing.
Now what kind of shit is this.

let me die, dont wanna do mocks or go through all this rubbish shit that i dont deserve!

Damn.

2009-09-09T20:01:00.000+08:00

Why make me learn the long way?

Why is life a bitch so many times?
Foukt-tering.

Why.

2009-09-02T20:59:00.000+08:00

Oh and aside from the prev posts, it hurts to know that some people have moved on and placed me on a different friendship level from how we used to be.
That close. Too close infact to bring back the past.

Does distant means distance?
It hurts really bad, i don't know how to put this across but i miss your lots and i can hardly call you guys back cause firstly time. all of us are busy with Os, JC1. I can't get onto facebook in school and msn. I email you guys but no reply cause we dont check emails in sg when you have fb and msn. I sms but saying not to reply cause it cost a bomb.

I just wish sometimes, most of the times..
I never left.
It hurts to know.
& i really need the courage to not think but move on cause y'know it hurts more than you can feel.

When am i going home?

2009-09-02T20:35:00.000+08:00

Schools been crazy, having at least one test everyday doesn't help. What more thinking about home. Sucks :( Really need to keep my mind off thinking about home. Can't wait for Sept when mummy comes down although mum said that dont expect to have long convo. pretend im not there and you studying :(
somehow, wish mum would come for valedictory service + dinner. Its a graduation thing. Wish she would stay longer so that i can show her who is who.
Wish my sister is here too.. everytime i see spunky (my monkey pencil case) i think about her.
And moomoo (maribell-soft toy) i think about home. Not to say my cute dog momo sumo :D
Okay, i should really stop it.
But ah :(
Mummy is not in singapore now.. cant call her and last week she was in korea.
I miss home. Here is not the same, can't spill my "urgh" stuff out :(
Hai, jia you for Os!
Lovezxzxzxzxzxzxzx (:
Go 5A1 & 5A2 and dear harpists! muacks!
yay for december can go back and help harp py harp py!

FOR NOW. TWO WEEKS MOCKS CUM PRELIMS. AND TEE CUM A LEVELS. FOCUS. & stop thinking abt home.
More confidential stuff in
http://plcherubschar.livejournal.com
added people can read those post(locked)

wo ai jia- xin jia po :)

2009-08-31T20:21:00.000+08:00

Happy teachers day <3
In Singapore :)
Deeply missed!

Name yourself. I've prob emailed some of you. Have not email quite a no. yet but :) I pray that you'll continue to bless the people you teach! Amen :)

2009-08-22T12:19:00.000+08:00

LIVA OH LIVA.
shut down your blog than reopen but anyw i find your older post funnny! so if you go her blog must go and click on the older posts!

:D
Sports aths, bookweek, interhouse dance and now CAPAF.
But tania's bday thing tonight hurraayy (:
Book week
Sports day-being last in 100m dash HAHA. thats how unfit i am now :D yay!

Sports carnival!

2009-08-18T20:05:00.000+08:00

More on LJ :)
Last sports carnival in St Marys!
It was kinda fun except for skidding -.-
Hurt myself kinda badly in one leg but had to keep running! Ah! But was fun. More on LJ (:
XXX
www.plcherubschar.livejournal.com

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE MUACKS!

2009-08-10T10:35:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday singapore<3

Sadly due to some reasons, i can't watch the parade D:

Man, only when you are not in singapore, your heart miss it lots and you really want to watch everything but thats alright gonna say the pledge with jaslyn at 8:22(she said that everyone will be saying it at that time ?) :)
Love you home<3

2009-08-03T00:16:00.000+08:00

I want to be at home now.

2009-08-01T16:42:00.000+08:00

When the past pulls you down, its hard to get back up with the future.

Sec 4 farewell apparently went really well ytd. All praises to Abba! Missed them so much.
Grats to the new exco and i feel bloody old =(

Sighs. Next year is the batch taking over is the batch whom i have just got to know. Wow. That is really scary to think i was so attached to harp.
Hurts to get reminded of your crushed up past. This is the worst and really worst time to miss home so much. Hopefully, mum allows me to go back and teach/help the harpists =)
But i never know what the future holds hence, depends on what i'll be doing next year. By the way, hope you have read the top abt piano tchr. Thanks :)

Well, really hoped the sms i've sent to the harpists did help in getting the msg around the sec4 farewell stuff. Sorry about it being so late though, as i didn't really know that sec4 farewell was on friday till like later that week. Apologies for the late notices. By the way, current harpists, please update the current harp blog (www.plcherubs.blogspot.com) for seniors who have left PL and would still love to be connected. Thanks =)
For username & password, please contact either: Myself (plcherubs.harpist@gmail.com), Esther Yong, Lok Xin Yii, Elvina Lee, Joanne Ler, (sorry can't remember who else have the username and pw.)

(:
Helped Nats to get pictures as well, really miss home :'(
When i was digging up the pictures, so much memories played back. Too many. Lord, are you helping me to cope with my future?

"But He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong."
2 Corinthians 12:9-10 (NIV)

Thank you Abba, that although i'm struggling you'll be there to help me. Please speak to me in tmrs sermon please.
Daddy, i really need strength and take away all disease from my body including insomnia please Abba. Thank you Lord!

Just rewinding that little bit.

2009-07-21T12:52:00.000+08:00

It has been a long way through.

Reviewing the past, it was good to a certain extent.

Ah, now moving on. School has started, but i'm still at home.

Now, i should really put on my studying gear back on. Intense studying gear.
Last leg, together, we'll soar. :)
Daddy God, please carry me through this journey that through my weakness, i'm strong in You.

To classmates & sec4s juniors.

Lets give it our best shot! and trust God!

Okay, i should start getting on track.

Bye (:
XOXO.

2009-07-18T22:51:00.000+08:00

Kk i know i very unglam in all the pictures.
I'm still craving for lots of food!
Jiao Zi, Fried tou fu, French Fries + Strawberry Sunday etc

yummy! Anyone wanna pei wo chi?
:D
Ok, i should get going.

3 precious days

2009-07-15T21:50:00.000+08:00

Howdy! :)

Been in chirpy mood recently yay cause i manage to catch people :D
Anyway, 3 more precious days :(

And seriously the room consist of a massive gossipers!
Firstly, someone overheard your gossiping about me.
Secondly news about blood relation got spread around really quickly.
WOW.
Scarily fast.
Seriously, don't you guys have more work to do since your are the "busy" ones?
Wtv really.

I wanna play harp!
So random but i really want to sudd.
Aye, bye.

2009-07-08T23:04:00.000+08:00

Liar?

Fullstop.
Bullshit. Seriously but forget it. Get worked up for nothing.

So much for all these time.
Damn it.

2009-07-08T17:38:00.000+08:00

If ever, You have absolutely no right to say i am rude.
Firstly, look at yourself in the mirror.
You dont reply people, is that not rude?
Clarified my point.

Once again,
Dont anyhow assume. (it is related to prev post)

Thanks for the acting.

2009-07-08T00:31:00.000+08:00

Yeh so what if i've a motive?

Im Downright Pissed.
Smack into your face.
If you can use technology so well(for an age), i'm sure you will be able to get to read this.

Why not tell me the truth than simply trying to ignore the fact that its impossible for me or the possibilty being 1 out of a million zillion ga billion going?

Sorry if i am childish or wtv crap you may say but hey look at yourself and the way you talk to me first. Look at you and your accomplist than talk abt it.
I do for the heart of the girls, not for you anymore.
So watch out for your ego level cause things aint always the way you think it is.
(although things might change when you treat me nicer, and my smile may appear. These things stays cut in my heart)

F.Y.I
Pls don't anyhow assume.

Curtin (:

2009-06-23T17:24:00.000+08:00

Curtin uni! :)
Fun! but lecture was kinda boring...

Look in the mirror than open your big mouth.

2009-06-22T19:27:00.001+08:00

Look at your reflection blabber.

Reflect your actions esp when you are out.
Get it?
Didnt want to go to the extend but seriously look at yourself.

Anyw, been emailing heaps.
And yeah, got kinda pissed with some stuff.
2 weeks :)
lkkkkk :)
ghost! :D

2009-06-12T21:50:00.001+08:00

a big sighs, although i thought the rest of the day is good.

LJ.

2009-06-10T22:01:00.000+08:00

distant = distance? :(
anyway, im not blogging much if not someone will keep asking me abt it.
and questioning every post i make.
seriously but stop "stalking" me in a way.

Urgh.
And everyone have their limit. Im over the top for you.
Seriously, im disgusted by things you say. If you think its funny, get a life. because you are a WEIRDO.
seriously, im so pissed with you to the extreme.